Deep End

Letting you go is an ongoing battle
trying to crawl out of the deep end
of my passion, slipping and falling
again and again over the tear trails I left on my private space

like the pillow case you slept on and the t-shirt I slept in

I keep slipping back into the deep end
because you left agony all over my private space
So I tossed out the pillow case that you slept on
and the t-shirt that I slept in and pretend

they meant nothing to me,

because you threw me away
left me in the end

with no intention of looking back
to see if I made it out