Black and White

Black 

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I am not strong enough
to let you go. I try to carve your kisses

out of my skin and I fucking

hate you

for turning my body into a series of borders undefined, forcing me

into this losing battle to crawl my way out of the deep end
of love while half-heartedly waiting for you to say something

that will touch me deeper
than just the feeling of your fingers on my skin.
You say nothing, so I feel nothing

but the outline of your body
weighing down your side of my bed. You once said
I am too "black and white", not understanding that

I know what I want and all I wanted was for you to break
out of your selfish boundaries
and say you want me, too